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JasminMinshull

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Undertale (AUs)
Undertale SOUL - Light BlueUndertale SOUL - OrangeUndertale SOUL - YellowUndertale SOUL - RedUndertale SOUL - GreenUndertale SOUL - BlueUndertale SOUL - Purple
*Sans
Original
UnderFell 
UnderSwap
SwapFell
EchoTale
FlowerFall
Error Tale
InkTale
CatTale

Anime

Yu-Gi-Oh
Another
Pokemon
Ah My Goddess
Princess Mononoki
Spirited Away
Vally Of The Wind
Kiki's Delivery Service
Poppi Hill

(More may be added in time)
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yes, the title says it all, first i want to talk about is my mood swings, i just can't keep up all of my nonsense, i'm not sure why though, maybe it's how i am, confusing others with my s**** (Points inTrapped in Jar) burden and relying on others to pick on me, well, i need help from everyone to try and be happy, i am trying to stay determined, but, i am not how much i can hold on to that, it feels like i am slipping away from every thing i had worked my a** (Points in Trapped in Jar) on for 15 years, i'm not giving up this time and never, i'll hold onto that determination for ever that i have left, so, if there any videos you like me to watch that you think will, i am open to them all the time!

as for my birthday, i know it is in November on the 18th, which is quite a while, but there is a lot of wishes i really want to make that i can't think of one f****** (Points in Trapped in Jar) wish i like to make on DA, but, anything will do, it can be any type of art, plushy, a avatar for my account, cute little letter, anything, i won't judge what you think i might like, cause, in my opinion, i love surprises from everyone when it comes to creativity and imagination, i will put down a list of what i love and like in games and anime, there will be a picture next to the name of the character as well so you have a clear idea of what they would look like as well, but, the first think i like and to ask is that i would love support from you guys, living in this dark void of a mind set is not healthy and i am using my chance to ask to ask "you" for some help.

cheers for reading and sticking out for me, i'm glad to have friends on DA.
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Why Bother?

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why do i sleep? is it to rest? to gain strength back after a day? i just don't know anymore.... all i can think about is depression... being hater in the past, reminded from my past that i am just a no body, a creature left to rot like a stray dog.... i'm afraid that i might forget myself like people had... i might as well anyway and be forgotten by everyone.... what am i saying... some of you may read this half and don't care.... like someone who i was friends... thought i could trust her.... now i see the real world about her...

i heard about the "phenix" plenty of time who rises from the ashes.... i don't think that will happen to me... i might as well listen to my thoughts and stay in the dark for ever and never communicate... that's the only thing i can do... feel the darkness and let it tell me things while i curl up into a ball of my own imagination

i never asked for help because i always think to my that that "no one would hear my call nor help like my mother does" the is a lovely woman and when i'm sad, she would embrace me into a warm hug.... but... i can't live with he.... the reason why is my social worker who don't even f******* understand (money goes in Swear Jar) i wonder how much swearing comes out of my mouth.... because the amount of s*** (money goes in swear jar) that i sware might had been like 5 years or 10 years....

"do i even think that a worse person can change? that everyone can be a good person, if they just try?".... i can't... i make a mess everywhere i go.... i should die in a pit hole if i had the chance to do so.... cause i'm a sinner and bad luck to everyone.... why do i life...? why was i born...? WHY DO I HAVE TO LIVE?!?!?!............

....i don't even know who to listen to know anymore....
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hay guys, I as some of you lot may know that I said I might deactivate when I get a new laptop, I sorta changed my mind on that, I'll be changing my account to something else, which means i will be keeping this.

The change is that I'll be using this DaviantArt account i am on to a cosplay account of Undertale, surprise Undertale- Sans free icon, I'm sorry to those who aren't a fan of Undertale, but, i have changed who I am and I feel great about it!

Despite from being ill :bademoticon: that I hate, I'm still okay and keeping my determination so yeah, get dunked on depression! 'Cause I am going to fill my dreams!

Oh, and one more thing, i really need help on deciding who to start of on another YT channel i have, so, if there is any one in Undertale (starting with the sans AUs), it would be great Undertale Underfell Underswap Dusttale, i'm looking forward to the comments for ideas on which Sans to start of 
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Hay guys, as you can tell by the title, something is wrong, and it deffanently been soooooooo long since i got back to this story i've started working on it.... it's like i've lost interest in the book i've been planning for so long.... i'm not giving out any spoils obviously, but, i can tell the name of this book, it's called, "How to get rid of the Curse and Dark soul" i know the title is long, but to me, it's pretty catchy, and i need to get a work on this story..... it's been a year.... oh fudge a dandy.... i really need reminders and help on this story.... i can only have helpers up to 1 or 2 more and the only rule for those who are willing to help is never give out anything to anyone, i'm like Chapter 2 but on this other website, i think i'm om like chapter 3/4.... i'm all over the place, but i can try my best to do this and finish the story so i can post it, hope i can cope with a lot stress

p.s ~ i'm going to have a hair cut today and i will post a picture of me with the new hair style ^^
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