yes, the title says it all, first i want to talk about is my mood swings, i just can't keep up all of my nonsense, i'm not sure why though, maybe it's how i am, confusing others with my s**** (
in
) burden and relying on others to pick on me, well, i need help from everyone to try and be happy, i am trying to stay determined, but, i am not how much i can hold on to that, it feels like i am slipping away from every thing i had worked my a** (
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) on for 15 years, i'm not giving up this time and never, i'll hold onto that determination for ever that i have left, so, if there any videos you like me to watch that you think will, i am open to them all the time!
as for my birthday, i know it is in November on the 18th, which is quite a while, but there is a lot of wishes i really want to make that i can't think of one f****** (
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) wish i like to make on DA, but, anything will do, it can be any type of art, plushy, a avatar for my account, cute little letter, anything, i won't judge what you think i might like, cause, in my opinion, i love surprises from everyone when it comes to creativity and imagination, i will put down a list of what i love and like in games and anime, there will be a picture next to the name of the character as well so you have a clear idea of what they would look like as well, but, the first think i like and to ask is that i would love support from you guys, living in this dark void of a mind set is not healthy and i am using my chance to ask to ask "you" for some help.
cheers for reading and sticking out for me, i'm glad to have friends on DA.